sometimes i just wanna understand myself, really, i don't understand me. i must be very happy, but instead i'm sad, wanting to cry. nobody told me how hard it will be, and no one knows how bitter sweet this would taste. i am not normal. i know it, but is the distance so hard just for me!? i no me lo puedo creer! i don't know what's happening to me, or why i'm feeling this way... maybe i'm missing all the ones that i like or maybe i just need to sleep! anyaway ... i'll do what it's takes 'till i touch the sky... ;)