You are a truly gift that I've received from this years. You are one of the best person I know in all aspects, so please don't change and do not give up. You're an amazing professional who always do things the best you can. Keep going! I can't lie to you and say that things will get better anytime soon. Actually, darker times are coming, but eventually things will get better. There's a reason for that popular words "After a hurricane comes a rainbow". The day will came, be sure of it! And by now all i can say is that you will surpass this. You're stronger than you think.
I hope to keep in contact with you (and promise try my best to not mock your ascent that comes out when you ar stressed).
You got a friend on me, and i truly hope i got a friend on you too.
sincerely